I remember as a little child swinging on my swing in my parents' backyard and feeling the presence that was always there swinging joyfully with me. I usually felt it up behind my left shoulder. It had been there for as long as I could remember, a patient, kind, benevolent presence watching over me. I didn't talk about it with anybody, not because I was scared or anything, but because I thought everybody could feel that invisible Love. For me it was obvious that we were all connected to it.

I was raised by atheists parents, and I was a bright student so it wasn't long before I was herded to a math and science education, as was the custom when I was growing up. I lost touch with the presence. It just faded little by little with passing years. But deep inside my belief in something greater persisted and I stayed very joyful, positive and kept a childlike wonder for the world, earning me a lot of embarrassing moments in my teenage and young adult years. I was not living in the same world as my classmates, and they found me naive and ridiculous. My behavior certainly wasn't the norm!

After a Masters in particle physics I became a mother and decided to raise my child. She and her siblings after her reconnected me with the presence, and I felt that my children lived closer to the truth than most adults. I chose not to go back to work and focused on those beautiful souls. Of course like everyone else I had life lessons to learn and I went through my dark night of the soul, feeling deeply that I was lost and didn't belong on Earth. It took me several years of intense work on my beliefs, my upbringing and so on to finally love myself enough to live the life I was meant to live: serving the people around me by using this beautiful connection to the Divine that was gifted to me as a child.

I cherish and nurture this connection every moment of every day. I channel for myself throughout the day, just to be in that Presence. The guidance I receive is always perfect. I channel for my loved ones and for anybody who is interested in seeing things from a broader perspective. I cannot say how grateful I am to know I am a part of the divine All That Is. May we all remember who we truly are!